wanna post

I want to post... more... more... more... yet i can't find the mood and time to do so... I wanna share how thankful I am for the past year... How hard it has been for me to face so many obstacles... How I love... How I turned mean... How my I reached emotional climax... How one voice makes me happy... How I'm failing with my studies because of lack of drive and motivation... Lack of support? Inspiration? How I'm having second thoughts about my taking up ECE... How I told my mom that Acriza saw my dad at the mall last sunday when he said that he's been extended to stay in Subic for one more week... And how hard it was for me to break my mother's heart by saying that... How bad and good I felt when one voice gave me a chance to sing a popcapella with them... Bad because I was too scared to do it... I was too shy... I knew i couldn't do it... I was intimidated... I was shocked... Bad because I sucked at the actual performance... Good because I fought the chicken inside me and enjoyed the whole thing nevertheless... Good because I am proud the I took part... Good because they knew I could do it... I want to share my thoughts... My emotions... My happiness... My depression... And i wish i could do that more often...

"Everyday is a happy day!":p

my best friend's birthday gift

Thanks to Acriza's mom getting them Wi-Fi, and my addiction to blog specially now that we got DSL... hahahaha here's her blog post on my birthday, and my comment...^_^

Para sa isang binibining nagngangalang Jhoanna Mary Infante Calica....

happy birthday to you!

happy birthday to you!

happy birthday, happy birthday!

happy birthday to you!

kunwari na lang with matching singing pa yan at orchestra..hehehe....

happy happy birthday my ever beloved best friend!!!!! naka-isang taon nanaman akong naging panggulo sa buhay mo!! sana humaba pa buhay mo para mas matagal pa kita mabwibwisit este, matagal pa tayo makapagbonding..hehe... sana matanggap mo lahat ng blessings na dinedeserve na isang taong kasing bait mo (penge pera....ahee... joke)

di, seryoso na.... mabait kang tao.. naging bestfriend kita, natiis mo ko -siraulo, maldita, prangka, bossy, selosa, matapang, mapam-bara, at lahat pa ng kapintasan ko, andyan ka pa rin.. i'm well aware kung gaano ako kahirap pakisamahan kaya't lalo kitang naappreciate.. isa ka sa mga pinaka-unang tao na nagbother kilalanin talaga ako kaya't gaano man kaimpyerno ang St. Benedict para sa akin, di ko kahit kelan iwi-wish baguhin yun.. doon kita nakilala eh.. kaaliw talaga noh.. sa buong klase na yun, may naka-imagine kaya ever na tayo pa yung magiging close?! siguro kung may nagsuggest sa kanila ng thought na tayong 2 magiging mag-bf, tumawa ng tumawa yung mga plastik nating ex-klasm8s at inakala pa nilang may tama yung nag-suggest...

alam kong marami kang friends, di hamak na mas lapitin ka ng mga tao kesa naman sa akin, pero alam mo naman na siguro na mawala man silang lahat, di pa rin kita lulubayan..hehe... aliw ako... nabasa ko sa blog mo na nagselos ka sa mga kasama ko dati.. haha!!! langya yan... nagseselosan lang pala tayo, parang tayo mga tanga!! you'll be happy to know na pwede mo na ko ibawas sa listahan mo na pinag-seselosan... kahit sino pa yung mga kasama ko ngayon, ipriprioritize ko pa rin kayong mga sobrang close friends ko... pakamatay na sila for all i care uunahin ko pa rin kayo... kayo trusted and proven ko na na totoong mga kaibigan (sa pagka-paranoid kong 'to, malaking bagay yun!), eh sila...

alam ko na halos lahat ng mga nandito, nasabi ko na dati at one time or another pero gusto ko lang ulitin para ipaalala sila sayo... marami pa nga sana ako sasabihin kao abuso na sa space, magiging nobela na... loveyah bf, grabe!!!!! (mamatay na malisyoso, straight po kami pareho...) sana hanggang maging pustiso na lang nasa mga bibig na tin at maging kasing senile na tayo ng lolo mo, la pa ring kalimutan!aheehee....

for the last time, maligayang bati sa iyong kaarawan! sana maging masaya ka di lang sa mismong araw ng bday mo kung hindi pati the rest of your days na rin... kung isipin mo man magbago, i only hope its for the better... pero maging tarantado ka man sa buhay mo, wag na wag kang mahihiya lumapit sa akin... tanggap pa rin kita maging kaibigan... ano bang irereklamo ko eh tarantado rin naman ako...aheeheehee... lovelots!!! so long, farewell and good morning!!!!

.....and here's the comment part of her blog....

minsan lang siguro dadaan ang ganyang tao sa buhay mo. swerte ka pag nakita mo sha. kaya alagaan mo yung taong yon dahil sha ang magpapakita sayo ng tunay na kagandahan ng buhay.
- ito yung comment mo sa blog mo noon.. pinirata ko kasi talagang nag-aagree ako sayo dito...

Posted by: Acriza | February 13, 2006 06:33 AM

ginaya mo lng un besprend post ko e! hahahaha peace! seryoso na... feb13, 11pm ngaun... 14 hrs akong nsa skul pra mgprakits ng knta... msaya nman kht pano pero sobrang nkkpgod... pguwi ko naicp ko... bday ko ngaun... mraming bumati pero prang my kulang... ni wla nga kong handa e... puro work, wlang celebration... bat kya ndi ako ganun kasaya? ngonlyn ako pra idl ung kantang inaaral nmen... bukas na kc un e knina lng nmin inaral... tas nkita kong my blogpost ka... shmpre dakilang suki mo ko, basa agad ako... oi ndi nman ako kcng selosa mo a! hahaha! seriously ule, ur post made my birthday complete... ndi lng pla complete... special tlga!^_^ sobrang tenkyu tlga! naguilty nman akong di ko nsgot un tawag mo kgbe... hahaha! love u acriza!!! tama na un dramahan nting gnyan bka mgksawaan tau! hahaha salamat s pgppakita mo saken ng kgandahan ng buhay! yikeeee! hahaha!^_^

Posted by: Jhoanna Mary | February 13, 2006 06:57 AM

.... i dan't have to say anything more... i love my life...^_^ what a birthday! i got my wish! i wanted my birthday this year to be unique... at first i wanted to treat it as if it was a normal day... no celebration... no greetings... nothing... but what i got was something better... extraordinary! yet still unique!^_^

"Everyday is a happy day!":p

its been a long time

I didn't realize it's been quite some time since i posted. May things have happened since then. There was the Christmas break... The endless bondings with One Voice... The B-anne and Patrick breakup... The Jhoa-Pat "hunnie" issue... The alliances formed in the classroom... Jhoa vs Banne style! hahaha! What else? My very first Popcapella at Virgin Cafe!! wooooooh! Eng'g week! singing and singing and singing some more... My failing grades! hahahaha! Valentines day and my unique Birthday! hmmm... blah blahs and blah blahs... hahahaha i'll probably post some of my friendster or multiply posts here... And yeah, i would like to post something about this past year... a birthday special post... when i have the time... when I'm not chatting probably... so till here!^_^

"Everyday is a happy day!":p