wanna post

I want to post... more... more... more... yet i can't find the mood and time to do so... I wanna share how thankful I am for the past year... How hard it has been for me to face so many obstacles... How I love... How I turned mean... How my I reached emotional climax... How one voice makes me happy... How I'm failing with my studies because of lack of drive and motivation... Lack of support? Inspiration? How I'm having second thoughts about my taking up ECE... How I told my mom that Acriza saw my dad at the mall last sunday when he said that he's been extended to stay in Subic for one more week... And how hard it was for me to break my mother's heart by saying that... How bad and good I felt when one voice gave me a chance to sing a popcapella with them... Bad because I was too scared to do it... I was too shy... I knew i couldn't do it... I was intimidated... I was shocked... Bad because I sucked at the actual performance... Good because I fought the chicken inside me and enjoyed the whole thing nevertheless... Good because I am proud the I took part... Good because they knew I could do it... I want to share my thoughts... My emotions... My happiness... My depression... And i wish i could do that more often...

"Everyday is a happy day!":p