RSI: New (poem)

I don't know when it started.
I don't know if it's true.
All I know is he's thoughtful and sweet
Often asks me out on a date.

I can't help but compare
I see the manny inside there
But consider their lovelife, the last, the same history
Their values changed their story.

AmI ready?
Would I want to try?

I feel no spark right now
Well with manny I didn't, no no
The headache it'll bring if i continue to think
Might as well enjoy the ride

MGQ: haunting spirit

They broke up. We talked. They got back together. I get pushed away.

I haven't moved on. His spirit is haunting me. Show me the right way, O Lord. Grant me acceptance that I thought I had. Feels like a Benjamin Button moving on process this is.

MGQ: its that time again

There are still times like tonight.

Sometimes I want it to still be you. When I think that what I just needed was some time alone, to think, to grow, then when I'm ready to come back, the person I wanted wasn't there anymore. I was kinda hoping you to change for the better, but being where I left you wouldn't be bad too. But time have passed and tides have change. Still, a part of me still want it to be you. Hoping and waiting that you will have your epiphany and our roads will meet at that perfect time when both are in perfect shape.

When do I tell my heart to stop? When do I move on?