friendster-4

September 28, 2005:

it's been a really weird day today. i woke up early this morning, my head still aching and my eyes still sore from last night's incident. [last night: while i was concentrating on recalling everything that we studied in the library earlier that day, my brother crept from behind my back as he always does to try to scare me. he never succeeded since i always feel him getting close. he never succeeded until last night. of all the nights, last night! since i was focusing on my studies and my back was facing the door, the opportunity couldn't be better! he scared the wits out of me. my heart was pounding when he screamed at my ear and when i turned to see him laughing, in a split second, out of instinct, i threw the remote and my cellphone toward him. his timing couldn't be worse! i was so pissed off i kicked him out of the room and since i was now too disturbed to study i fell asleep right then and there.] in the morning i was still pissed off. i was memorizing the formulas in the jeepney. i barely made it to class before the bell rang. sheeeesh i'm not prepared!! this is the moment... what? we need to provide answer sheets?!? i don't have a yellow pad... good thing selina has her pink pad! hahaha! ok... here goes... number one... what the?!? waaaaaah what's this? i didn't study this one! waaaaaah! number two... sheesh! i don't know! number three... binomial sum?? oh this is so painsticking... how will i finish this exam on time without the table?! *looking around* waaaaah they're using the table! where's mine? *searching my bag* i can't find it! i have to compute for it manually then... *answering...searching...answering...still searching!* there you are! but then it's too late... i've already spent too much time... *sigh* i managed to get to number nine... if only there was more time... it's a good thing the group study paid off... i was able to answer the questions quite rapidly since the problems given were also in the handout we answered yesterday! i just hope i pass the test... lucky me! looks like my luck from last week hasn't ran out yet! i knew how to answer the problems! weeeeee... lucky me! after that, a very unlucky thing happened in TAR. I was doodling on my pad, thinking how much i loathe a certain "something" , during the report. That's when my professor decided to give us a surprise 10-item quiz for not paying attention to the reporters. I got a big, fat, zero! the price you have to pay for not listening... tsk tsk! then during ECE lab, same old same old... today is the last experiment day. we continued last week's experiment and since i've made the conclusion last meeting, i practically did nothing today. nothing but to waste ballpen ink and paper. nothing but to stare at nowhere and waste time. i'm still thinking about that certain "thing" that i loathe. the only out of the ordinary thing that happened was the capacitor in one of the groups' circuit blew up. it's a good thing they didn't wreck the hundred thousand peso oscilloscope or else they'd have to replace it. after classes i went straight home. only to be told a few minutes hence that my sister's health is not doing well. she and my mom went to the doctor yesterday and found out that her blood count isn't normal. they went back today only to find out that the matter worsen. my sister is showing symptoms of dengue. my heart sank when i heard the news. please help me pray for my sister's fast recovery. the family will appreciate it very much. the last thing that happened until now is the arrival of my new and very own guitar. i was reading blogposts when my uncle dropped off the guitar he bought for me last week. since summer when i started my guitar learning experience, i was using his guitar. i thought that it would be better if i learn how to play first before actually buying one so that's what i did. for how many months now, i have been persuading my dad to buy one. i said i'll be using my own money to purchase what i want but still he didn't want me to buy one until he comes home. my cousin got one on her birthday already. my other uncle got one too. my other cousin even bought one to take back to canada. where's mine? i'm the one who wants it so badly. now, after months of waiting, here it is. fully paid for by my own pocket...looks good... and sounds great! these are what happened today... some moments made me sink so low, some moments got me high... that's why it's a weird day today... it consists of extreme emotions... right now my sister's coloring. i'm gonna go there and play my guitar!^_^

September 23, 2005:

this week might seem like hell for most people sa 3eceA pero para saken it's my lucky week!!! hahahaha! ndi ko alam kung baket pero so far nkka 2 ng quiz? 2 ba? tas halos tinulugan ko lang cla... pero my nssagot ako... salamat sa mahiwagang bolpen!hahaha galit na galit na si rainer saken... aus lng yan noh?! wahihihi! grabe me hyposomnia kc ko ngaun e... un tipong 8pm pa lang 2log n tlga ko... ni ndi ko na iniicp na mgaral pa... baket pa e bbagsak nman ako? o kya nman... nkkasawa na mgaral e! kkahell week lang hell week nnman?! magisa sha! hahahaha! pahinga muna ko ngaun! masarap matulog pramis! wahihihi! aukong plagpasin tong mga panahong to... ahek!lamig lamig sarap matulog... ahihi sana magtuloy tuloy pa ung swerte ko gang after finals! hahahaha! pero baka ung pagtulog ko ng maaga e nkkatulong din saken... nppanaginipan ung lesson?! hahaha! di ko lam... baka nkkaclear ng utak!bsta ankhul lang nya!!^_^

so far halos eto lang naman ang malungkot sa buhay ngaun... on friendship... may mga panahong naaalala ko ung kaibigan ko... hindi na kami tulad ng dati... nakakamiss yon, lalu na kung nakikita mo yung mga ginagawa nyo dati na ginagawa na nya sa iba... isa pa, ung taong un... so near yet so far... on friendship... nakakalungkot icpin na dalawa sa malalapit kong kaibigan my ndi pgkkasundo... prends, i'm hoping na mgkaaus na kau... nakakalungkot kc tlga... payo lang, saying ur sorry and admitting ur mistakes are signs of maturity. wag sana tong makasira ng tuluyan senyo... icpin nyo na lang pg nlagpasan nyo yan asa deeper level of friendship na kau dba?! khul!! these things happen to make room for improvement sa mga sarili nyo.. sana lang tlga be considerate at respect each other.. there's nothing wrong with swallowing your ego for the sake of friendship naman dba?! ppairalin nyo pa ba un kesa sa pgkkaibigan nyo?! dito lang ako pag kelangan nyo ng mediator... hehehe! seriously, lets make peace not war! ahahaha seriously daw o! miss ko na kayo!!!^_^ on texting... andaming lokolokong nanttrip saken! tama na pwede ba?!?! on -x-x... malungkot pero hopefully unti unti ng naliliwanagan... on studies... bagsak pa rin ME ko!! ala pa rin ako alam sa DE at stat!! huwaaaaa! malapit na finals ganto pa rin ako...=( saklap naman... pero kggwan ko rin nman... bakit nga ba ganito ang buhay?! para khul!! hihihi^_^

take note ko lang tong mga buks na to: hp-hbp ko na kay renzi; i kissed dating goodbye ni senedy na kay adrian; sophie's world tapucn ko na dapat; purpose driven life at alamat ng gubat ko kay ollie; tas mganda daw ung sybil sabi acre naccurious ako dun sa babae...hehe; pati sa sue grafton alphabet mysteries nya na asa R na ngaun...mukang interesante...mas interante pa kesa kay niel gaiman na knababaliwan ng mga kaibigan ko! hahaha^_^
malapit na magfinals... goodluck!!!!!!^_^

September 17, 2005:

hahaha korni.. habits ko ang topic netong post na to.. este kawirduhan pla dapat! alalang naicpan ko lang mglista.. la nmang msama dba?! hehehe anik anik lang to...

1. kkaibang galaw ng fingers ko pag panic mode na ko... ginagaya ni rainer! hehe
2. ndi ko hinahalo ung sauce ng pasta pg kumakaen
3. tntanggalan ko ng bula ung carbonated drink bgo ko inumin
4. ngttimpla ako ng mainet na kape pero iniinom ko sha pg mlamig na
5. ndi ako mhilig mgplano, biglaan ang lahat
6. madalas natutulog ako kung kelan ndi nman dapat
7. hinihintay ko pa ang 7 minsan bgo ko umalis ng bhay..haha!
8. mhilig akong tumingin ng msama at mgtaas ng kilay pg bumabati ng old prends..hehe
9. nkkalimutan ko mdalas na ndi ko bati ung isang tao at dpat ndi ko sha knkausap...hehe
10. ms ggus2hin ko ng mbasa pgpsok kesa nman mbasa ung payong ko
11. twing ngaaral ako ng mabuti nappostpone ang quiz
12. pag ako nahigh don't expect na mkkausap mo ko ng matino
13. pag ako sobrang antok don't expect na mkkausap mo ko at all
14. gusto ko talaga ng bilyar kahit puro llake kalaro ko aus lang
15. gusto ko mgpahaba ng buhok pero mdalas maaasar din ako tas paggupitan ko rin
16. may sariling buhay ang buhok ko
17. adik ako sa cheese maliban sa keso de bola
18. favorite kong church activity maliban s pgkanta ung pag december tas 12 ung mass ba un? waaaah nalimot ko na kung anu un e...bsta! ung nakapatay ung ilaw hbang ngmmass tas puro kandila lang, tas may parang audio play pa cla 2ngkol sa creation.. gnun..
19. ilang instruments na rin ang natutunan kong tugtugin pero ala pang tumatagal sa point na mging mgaling ako dun.. sana guitar na un.. hehe
20. hnggang ngaun meron pa rin akong unan n prang hotdog..hahaha
21. gusto ko matuto maghapon
22. naiicpan kong lumipat ng kors pero gusto ko rin mgECE...ngak!
23. gusto ko rin mging writer pero di ako mrunong mgsulat..hihi
24. mahilig ako mgpikchur pikchur ng scenery lalu mei style pa..haha feeling photographer!
25. masarap ang buko pie sa caleruega!
26. ang pang de kwatro ko ay left foot lge... haha pati ba nman yan?!
27. pag ngiicp ako mnsan nppncn ko ngttilt ung ulo ko paleft...hehe
28. literal kong gngwa ang "jumpstart" pag ngppagcng ako hbang ngllakad
29. nawwirduhan ung mga tao sa plangketa ko pg ngbbilyar
30. pancn ko lng, gus2 ko lge mkadate ng mga kaibgan kong problemado, dhil cguro muka akong clown?! haha! lgi n lng ngpptawa.. pero cguro dhil dn nman cryoso dn ako pg kelngang cryoso na.. akalain nyo un?!
31. kung kelan ako tumatanda chka ako mas ngging korni at makilitiin..hahaha
32. andami ko ng nalista ng walalang!
33. i hate orange
34. stalker ako ni jose...hahahaha! sssshhhhhhhh
35. meron akong strawberry, ang pangalan nya ay selina
36. meron akong kabit, aowi nman ang pangalan nya
37. meorn din akong boylets, too many to mention e
38. hahahaha jowk lang po ung mga un... dahil malakas ako mantrip...
39. madalas kinakarma ako sa mga panttrip ko
40. ngunit masaya ang buhay! dahil ang motto ko: everyday is a happy day!
41. favorite ko makipagmoment kay senedy
42. favorite ko rin makipagdate kay oyang at mila lately
43. napaiyak ko na ung isa kong tinututor...=(
44. adik ako sa survey minsan pero sana wala n lng ngbbasa...hehehe
45. mahilig ako sa sports, marunong ako pero di ako mgaleng, pero muka nman akong malamya... kelngan ko daw mgvitamins sabi ni gervy.. kinumpara nya pa ko sa bumbilyang mahina ang ilaw...hahaha!
46. tama na 46 na e... tulog na...zzzzzz

"Everyday is a happy day!":p