RSI: Collect and wait

Gf huh.

Caffeine won't let me sleep tonight. Might as well blog this.

Frustration? Dismay?

Lord, if he's not the one please just let my love life keep still. Lord, if he won't last, please don't bring him to me. Lord, if it's not right, please just let him stay put. Lord, I don't need someone to spend my time on and later be kept hanging. I don't want to spend my time and effort on someone who will eventually walk away, even to friendship. Lord, please grant me a heart to love and to forgive, to feel and to protect. Lord God, I love You. Lord God, be with me today.