Memories: Manny

I was cleaning the house today and I found letters from Manny and I read them all. And then I cried non stop giving me a headache. The last time I cried this hard was on the day we broke up.

Realizations...

**His letters always have "I don't want to let you go" things in it. I wonder if all this time he knew that we would break up.

**Sweet memories can make you cry. I've been reading a few articles about relationships lately. One article I've read is about the stages of a relationship. I failed to save the article but what I remember is that the first phase is really ideal. It's when you see things through rose colored glasses. Then you get to know each other better.... The last phase becomes acceptance and unconditional love. (I have to look for that article!)

**I miss my baby boy. But my baby boy needs to grow up. That's about it, for me he is a baby boy and its about time for him to grow up. I miss our friendship. That's something I want to regain back with him someday.

**I'm over him. It was a great 4 years I wouldn't trade for anything else. But it's now in the past. It was great but it's now over. It's time to move on to the next adventure, next chapter.

**I'm grateful for the experience. I'm grateful for him as a person. I'm grateful for the love he has given me. I'm thankful for the growth and the learning I had with him. I'm grateful for the friendship. I'm grateful for a lot of things. I'm grateful for the new things. I'm grateful for the hurt and pain. I'm grateful for the happiness.

**I'm good. I'm human. I'm happy to be where I am today. I'm excited to unfold my future.

**He's okay. He's good. He'll be better.

• about an hour ago

  Jhoanna Mary Calica

  • nga pala knina nglilinis ako
  • nkta ko ung mga letters mo
  • binasa ko
• about an hour ago

  Manuel Quizon Jr.

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jamyca17: nakita ko ung mga letter ni manny saken

jamyca17: i cant stop crying

jamyca17: eversince the day na nagbreak kami

jamyca17: ngaun lang ako uli umiyak ng ganto

jamyca17: ang sakit ng ulo ko

valine villanueva: mmm. ganun talga.

jamyca17: nanghhinayang ako

valine villanueva: ganun talaga.

valine villanueva: hindi na mwawala un.

valine villanueva: kasi matagal kyo.

jamyca17: ayan nkahinto na ko sa pagiyak

jamyca17: hay valine

jamyca17: ganun tlga cguro no

jamyca17: di pa ko tapos pala magbasa

jamyca17: meron pa

jamyca17: 2 p lng ung nbasa ko kanina naiyak na ko

jamyca17: hehe

jamyca17: eto yung roses na binigay nya

jamyca17: inipit ko sa mga papel

valine villanueva: hehe. nakakaiyak

valine villanueva: parang naiiyak na din ako.

jamyca17: hahaha eto letter bbasahin ko muna ha

jamyca17: testing kung iiyak ule

valine villanueva: gaga

valine villanueva: haha

jamyca17: may 23, 2007\

jamyca17: cry cry

jamyca17: 3 months pa lang kami nun

jamyca17: dun nya rin binigay saken yung watch na lagi kong suot

jamyca17: na suot ko pa rin hanggang ngayon

jamyca17: 4 yrs na yung relo na yun

jamyca17: sabi ko bibili na ko ng bago

jamyca17: pero ngaun parang auko muna uli palitan

jamyca17: parang ngaun ko pa lang naffeel ung gravity ng 4yrs

jamyca17: yung pinagsamahan na ganun ganun ko lang iniwan

jamyca17: lamu kasi makakalimutin tlga ko

jamyca17: i live in the preesnt and the future. ndi ko n mshado natatandaan ung past.

jamyca17: kya mahilig din ako mgblog e chka magfuture me. although hindi ako mshadong ngbblog about manny nun.

"Everyday is a happy day!":p