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October 24, 2005:

paganda ng paganda (mahabang post nnman)

nilista ko na ung mga gusto kong mangyari sa sem break ko. so far naaaraw araw ko naman ang paggguitar kht ilang minuto lang minsan. once p lng ako nkpgexercise ng todo! haha! at my mga unexpected na pangyyari... matapos yung dalawang trips sa school para makita kung pasado ba o nde, nging abala ako sa pagttutor, pagbabasa, pagttrivia at pagggitara. isang umaga, sabado yun, october 22 p nga e, mga 11 na nun... bale last saturday lang sha naganap... sabi ni mama, "bakit wala pa kaya yung papa nyo, sabi nya umaga sha dadating e." aku nman, "ah tlga uuwi si papa?" maya maya anjan na sha... "magaus na kau bili taung pc after lunch", gulat kme sabi nya! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaw! tlga?!? as in ngaun na?? ay mmya pala?!? kala ko ba november pa?? huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaw!! naexcite ako dun... dati kc nung iiinstall ko sana ung equation editor para sa stat e ayaw gumana... tas yung flash ndi ko na rin mpgana e paggawa ng presentation yun... tas ung all time topak ni frankie e yung laging dc, cra audio, at kpag lumipas ang 4 minutes na walang gumagalaw sa mouse o sa keyboard e ngeexplorer error na... di ipit pa sha! ahek! ayun mga lagpas 2 punta kme gilmore... di sumama c richard kc ambagal nya e... tinatamad pa... nakakatawa kc nglista si papa ng specs tas punta sha dun sa babae na pnagblinan ng boss nya. sabi nung una ung package daw... ang mga nakalista pentium 4 2.9, 256MBRAM, 40GB blah blah... ilan lang un... tas panay upgrade ng upgrade c papa... gwin daw 3.0, 512RAM at 80GB disk space at kung anu2 pa! sabi tuloy nung babae "sir baka po gusto nating icustomize na lang? binago nyo na po kc ung buong package e" hehehehe funny! mtpos ang mhabang pilian, demadingan, debatehan, diskyusyunan, suhestiyon,komputasyon, kaen kaen , kabit kabit ng computer parts, pagkahon at pagimbak sa sasakyan e nakauwi din kme... nung una sabi ni papa gang 5 lng sha, di sha pde mgtgal kelngan nya rin bumalik agad ng subic pero ngovertime din sha... kc ankyut ngkaron kme ng family project... ung ung pggawa nung pc table... pati c jhoanne, sha taga abot ng gamit... hihi nakakatuwa... family feel...^_^ gang sa os lng ngtgal c papa... bhla n daw akong pganahin lahat cla... waaaaaah! anu ba yan! never pa kong bumuhay ng bagong pc!! haaaay daming kelngan iinstall, dming kelngan ichek... damng kelngan gawin... at dahil naipost ko to ibig sabihin success ang pagbuhay! hahaha! ui achievement yan... salamat ky rainer sa pagpapahiram ng mga installer at s pgsagot sa mga tanong ko... hehe asan na nga kaya ung nwwlang 40gigs?? laki din nun noh! sana mgpakita na sha... tsk! hay ang saya saya lang... galeng ni papa nasurprise nya kme!^_^ tenkyu tenkyu po!!! by sunday, and2 mga kmganak ko... gusto na nila subukan to kaya aun pahirapan muna gang sa ang saya nila kachat with voice at webcam pa ung mga relatives din nmin sa canada... cnetup ko lng tas hbang gngwa nla un nlligo na ko kc leyt na ko sa tutor ko... waaaaah! sayang ung one hour nawala tuloy... pero aus lng ansaya nman e... rinig mo ung kids kumakanta ng happy birthday kuya michoe sa tapat ng camera... hehe ankkyut nila! tas ng tutor punta kong sm... bmili ako ng mga gift ko pra sa mga kaibgan ko... hehe dami kong prends na oct/nov ang bday kya ganado ko mamigay ng gifts pg gn2 e... hehehe nibilhan ko c selina ng frog na gusto ko sana sabit nya sa green bag nya.. ankhul pa nga e nkagreen sha nung ntanggap nya kanina tas ung reaction nya "wow ancute" hihihi buti nman ngustuhan nya... kc nghhnap ako ng sumtin stroberi kaso ala tlga e... kya sobrang delayed na ung gip na un e... tnry nmin isabit sa bag nya kaso ayaw e... gawan mu n lng ng paraan selina! hehe c oyang nman nibilhan ko ng doggie na maliit parang ky selina din... ung mga un kc mahilig lng sa abubot e... hehe at kht pano nkksama ko sa mall c oyang kya lam ko kng anu type nya... hehehe aun sabi nya "ay ankyut! dba sha ung aso sa...." at cnabit nya agad sa fon nya! hihihi ang saya nman nagustuhan nya rin! at ndi fake ung mga rxn nla e! hehehe yey success! ngpayoff ang pgllakad ko sa mall! hahaha! tapos isa pa... c camille nman... gusto nya ung pang shine ng hair ko. pang duty daw nya... e mahal un... sabi nya gift ko n lng sa knya... binalot ko ng blue... ung plastk nung gip ko ky selina... haha tas nilagyan ko n lng ng ribbon... ang galeng knina nkablue din c camille! at ang reaksyon nya... "anu to? ay eto!!! oonga pala! wow! ndi ko muna to gagamitin..." tpos inamoy nya lng ng inamoy... haha! kaaliw! nakakatuwa nmang naaappreciate nila un... hehehe dumaan din akong church kahpon tas kgabe ngtoki toki boom kme ni aowie! 1-1 ang skor alalahanin! hahaha tas katxt ko c kuya charles gang 4am... hehe kakamiss e! nkatulugan ko sha sad... sori po... kanina leyt na ko ngcng... paimportante dw ako sabi nila selina kc ako n lng ung inaantay... tas e ginawa kc kong mensahero nnman ni eisen kgbe... wag ko daw pauwiin ung mga prends nmin kc manllibre sha... aku nman shmpre ngtxt... "wag kau umuwi bukas manlilibre ako!!" haha jowk lang... ang sabi ko lang "wag kau uwi agad may manlilibre" hehehe pero ky selina ang nsabi ko lng "wag ka uwi agad" kc nmmtay na ung globe ko.. haha! kala ko nman ngets nilang c eisen ung manllbre ndi pala... kya pgdting ko knina sabi saken ni selina "o anu un? bat ayaw mo ko pauwiin?" dun lng pla nila nalaman... hehehe ndi naman cnabi ni eisen e sha ung naunang dumating! aun nga nanlibre sha sa wendys... hehe at binasa nya ng sprite ung hapi bday niel na gawa ni awi, made of salt... haha! ansarap ng bacon mushroom melt combo plus frosti! salamat! sana laging bday mo eisen! hahaha! tpos nun pnunthan ko na c oyang at nitreat nya ko sa old spaghetti haus... lam nyo ba, ngaun lang ako nalungkot pagkaharap saken ng puttanesca... ndi dahil ndi sha masarap dahil i love pasta! kundi dahil sayang busog ako, masarap ka pa man din, andami mo... hahaha! pero naubos ko sha... onting lakad mraming daldal naubos din... my appetizer pa ngang gambas ata un e... di na naubos sayang... tas my dessert pang sansrival na tinakeout na namin... diko na tlga kaya!! hahaha! tumungo nman ako ky camille at ksama nya c dennis at sandra... shinare ko n lng sa couple ung cake... pahirapan p nga sa pghnap ng tinidor e... hehe pero ansarap nya! nakain pa rin ako! hahaha shax 22o ngang antakaw ko pala... di nman ako tumataba kc ala sa oras ung kaen ko... hehe minsan pa nallimuntan ko... aun inabot nnman ako ng gabi kktambay sa skul... inikot pa namin n mila at tinfaye ang buong ust ng 2 beses bago umuwi! hahaha! ang saya naman... ngaun online... ganun ganun lng... ngaantay ng online grades... hehehe sumasaya ang sem break ko!^_^

October 17, 2005

finally

while everyone's bragging about their lamentations in their studies, i beg to differ. october 15, 9am marked the end of the semester for 3eceA. we're halfway there. two and a half years gone, two and a half years more before we hopefully graduate with a bachelor's degree in electronics and communications engineering. now this semester has been the most exhausting so far. for me it was extra hard since i wasn't dealing with studies alone. i have my work, my extra curricular... and my personal life's not doing any better. enough is enough. whatever happened to "everyday is a happy day"? after the exam, we saw sir nacu and everyone gathered round him like flies in a garbage can.he still hasn't checked all of our papers so we really couldn't get anything from him. after that, people decided to head on to banne's party while i head home. i didn't come because 1) i had a date with my mother and aunt 2) my party mood was locked up in a box inside a safe under the bed sealed with unbreakable enchanted spells. i got home only to find out that we're gonna leave after lunch. still i didn't wish i was at the party. i really didn't want to go. i played my guitar all morning while waiting. i'd rather do that than stare blankly at jollibee at the party. anyway when we were about to leave, my mom suddenly said she didn't feel so good. i was shocked that she gave me shopping money instead. my mom invited me to go shopping with her cause galleria had a 3-day sale and since i still have the robinsons gift certificate i got on my birthday, i decided to go with her and spend it before it expires in two months. i told my mom just that so i was really dumbfound when she gave me shopping money. it's not my habit to ask her money for shopping or gimmicks. i use my own since i'm kinda making my own. still, she gives me sometimes. i guess this time she felt really sorry that i'm feeling bad lately so she gave me quite a sum. i guess she just wants to cheer me up. hey, i should probably be depress more often. then she'll give me more and more cash! haha just kidding. i'm not the shopaholic type. i was able to discover the fun in shopping not so long ago when my aunt invited me to shop with her, making me spend my money on things that i want. she took me once to landmark and the prices were jaw dropping. i bought two sneakers and a pair of rubber shoes that day. i used to believe that we shouldn't buy useless things until we've already secured what we really need. but then she made me realize that the value of money is not really the paper itself but the things you get out of it. sometimes you need to allot a fraction of what you make to your enjoyment too. whether you buy something tangible or treat yourself to a spa or whatever. because by doing so, you get to appreciate the work you do to earn it. it's like when i bought my guitar. one day when someone asks me what my most valuable possession is, maybe i'll say it's my guitar. not only because i enjoy playing it when i'm happy or sad, but because i bought it with my own sweat and blood. now that's really worth something.
just don't overdo it you'll end up getting broke. good thing i didn't get addicted. it doesn't give too much satisfaction as billiards does cause you'll just end up having sore feet. hehe anyway, i was able to buy some shirt and a pair of pants, some accessories.. and i got myself a cheap watch! yey i have a watch now! then i got my right earlobe pierced. apply pain to ease pain. hehe. funny, it didn't hurt. the first time i had my ear pierced the wound was throbbing till i fell asleep. but now, even if i put alcohol on the wound, it just gives off very minimal pain, as if just to make me feel that yes, it really does have a hole. jhoanne got this cute white pants and a pink top. i was trying to make her wear cute dresses and backless tops but she doesn't like those things. she says she doesn't want her friends to see her chicken pox marks! haha! anyway, we went home when we can't walk anymore. i love sale! haha! my mom like my shopping instincts cause i always get nice things for cheap prices. that's probably why she trusts me to take jhoanne to the mall when she needs something for her. or maybe because i can handle her tantrums better when it comes to her pointing finger habit at the mall. i got home exhausted. i didn't get to play toki toki boom with aowie. sad. anyway, i still had to wake up early the next morning for acriza's little sister's third birthday party. i promised acriza i won't be late but i broke it. huhu i arrived like 10 minutes late. haha! but it's a mcdonalds birthday party and guests were following filipino time. the party started long after i got there so it doesn't count right?! i ate a lot. haha! i ate 2 burgers, a chicken meal, coffee flavored mcflurry we played parlour games too bad our group didn't win. camille really wanted the kite thing they're giving away as prize. we should've won you know. we just forgot to say the magic words "happy birthday aezhl" when we popped the balloon. haha! too bad! it was fun. funny most of the time. birdee was flirting with men in the room. and her top strap was always falling off her shoulders. haha! i got aezhl a puzzle or blocks toy that should make her a math genius like her ate. hehe! after the party acriza and i watched the corpse bride. when we got in, the movie has been running for a few minutes so we decided to extend our stay and watch the start. but when we got to the part we already saw, none of us made a hint to go so we finished it again. the movie was great. i love tim burton. i watched the night before christmas and when i saw the corpse bride trailer, i just had to watch it on screen. of course the graphics is great. complimented by elfman's amazing music and johnny depp, this cannot get any better! i love the piano most. i'm a frustrated pianist, you know. hehe now i'm searching for the movie called beetlejuice cause it's tim burton's best so they say. i recommend this movie to kids of all ages! so then on the way home it was just around 5 so i decided to drop by the church alone. i don't like attending masses alone but i want to this time so i did. i got home and then later, my mom gave me a big mac pasalubong. then when jhoanne didn't finish her cheeseburger i ate it too. haha! 4 variants of mcdo burgers in one day! imagine that! i played my guitar then i went online the whole night. today i woke up before 10 and the consultation starts at 9. wow! jhoanna, late again? when will you ever change?! so then we got our grades but let's just put this in another blog post. hehe now is our sem break and i'd like to spend it productively with guitar practice and book reading. i also hope three weeks is enough for me to find inner peace necessary to straighten up my life for the next semester. ^_^

October 13, 2005:

post lang

...kase nkkalungkot tlga... wala na atang mas lulungkot pa sa araw na to... npkasaklap nya... ansaklap tlga... buhay nga nman... gusto ko na matapos tong linggong to... di ko talaga akalain... haaaaaay anlungkot... panu kaya ko mgaaral ng stat at tar... sana ndi ko na lang nakita... umasa pa ko... anu ba yan lagi na lang malungkot... kelan kaya sasaya ule... sana malapit na... kc nkkamatay ang laging malungkot... *sigh* prends pasayahin nyo ko... anlungkot lungkot tlga... para na kong si atlas tas tinamaan pa ng meteor ung globe na bnubuhat nya... grabe nman ata un... at mukang di pa malapit matapos ang kalbaryo... T_T

"Everyday is a happy day!":p