LP i'm having doubts

"Everything uncontrollable happens for a reason. Everything you do intentionally should be guided by your own reasons. Don't just enjoy the moment, relish the journey with a vision and an aim. Start with and end with mind. In being spontaneous, make sure to consider how you affect the people around you. In the end, it's how you value your relationships that really matter."

Doubts.... Having doubts assessing the past month or so together. His actions speak much. His words echoes "ayokong basahin yang Boy Meets Girl, baka tumino uli ako." All the chansing moves and jokes. Somehow, my bubble's beginning to burst. He still has feelings for Ms March. He feels he is a 3rd party. I am confused. I am frustrated.