LP: La Naval

October 9. 2011. Sunday. Feast of La Naval. LP and Vince went to our house.

Few days later....
Text from LP

• jhoanna, just would like u to know. everytime makasama kita nwawala lahat ng negative thoughts ko, my worries and frustrations. i just would like to be fair with u. sabihin ko lang din na hindi pa masyado malalim pagtingin ko sayo. it just worries me bec i dont like to hurt u. wala naman nangyri sakin ngayon na significant, kilala ko lang sarili ko on how fast my mind change and it worries me. my past is a ffecting me right now. ayaw ko na ng ganitong feeling pero it just comes out and my thoughts are weak.

• i also would like u to know that through the yrs na mgkakilala tayo, ikaw lang tlga ang naging consistent na mapagkatiwalaan ko sa mga true feelings bad and good.

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hi
d2 nako

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ayan ndi ngchcharge ng maayos ung phone e

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
kmsta lakad mo

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
me ssabihin ka pa? rereplyan ko na ba?
hehe ayos lang

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
d2 na
sa fb
usap

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
oks ayun thanks for sharing
naffeel ko naman yun dati pa. it's one reason why i also don't let myself get attached too much
hnhintay ko nga lang mgopen ka ng something like that
i value my relationships. it doesn't really matter kung friendship yun o more than friends. i don't know kng anong meron sa past mo. bahala ka na kung ishshare mo o hindi.
pero dont worry kung ang iniisip mo e makakasakit ka o hindi. just be honest.

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hindi ko pa ma share pero in time
sa tamang panahon
i need to solve this myself
para kc mas complicated if ive got to share it

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
nshshare mo ba un with others?

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
kay mama lang
at sa family ko
na share ko cguro sa iba
pero pahapyaw lahat
hindi buong kwento
kaya ngayon
nahihirapan tlga ako
wala ako sinasabihan tlga

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ah ok. maganda kasi may sinasabihan ka talaga.

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
pero yung nasabi ko nila mama
mga 80 percent
lang din cguro
hindi pa full
ako lang at ang mga iniisip ko
ang may nakakaala
sa totooong nangyayari sa feelings ko

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ok. sabihin mo ng buo. kelangan mo un.

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
basahin mo si boy meets girl. haha
anyway

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ahhaha
hindi naman ganun
prob ko
malalim pa dun
minsan kc bigla nalang ako
tulala
ei nho
ewan
ko ba gusto ko na sumuko minsan
nawala na c lindon
hahhaha

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ano bang tingin mo sa problem mo?
iba ibang lindon nga yung nkkausap ko e.
pero overthinker ka talaga

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ano

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
sana mshare mo yan sa trusted persons mo. mahhirapan ka kasi magisa

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ibig sabihin nun

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
u think too much. parang ako. haha

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
nako
ikaw lang pala yun

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
anong ako lang pala yun?
sometimes may mga problem tayo na sobrang hirap
sobrang iniisip natin yun. but in any problem, based on experience lang ha..

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
choices kc to ei

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ang nkkagaan ng loob ay acceptance

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
yun
oh
wala pa ko nun
ang hirap
kc gawin
alam ko naman yun ang solution

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
it could take years

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
kaya lang uncontrolled kc situation ei
oo
i think i need years
for that

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
tingin ko nga pag uncontrolled mas madali dapat e
ok lang yan. meron ako 9yrs inabot. haha
kaya kaya mo yan.
hirap mgsabi pag di ko alam situation mo e. anyway pag gusto mo na mgshare, im a friend naman na pde mo makwentuhan.
nppakomplikado lang ng "lovelife"
but it doesn't have to be that way
so ano na nga ba? stop na "dating" status?

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
no
hindi naman stop
can we date as friends if ok lang sau
cause wala tlga akong promises sau

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
haha nappressure ka kasi e mshado kang nagiisip talaga

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ako
oo
nman

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
date pa ba tawag dun?
sorry ha, mali kasi talaga na sinabi ko un sau in the first place

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hindi
ah
tama lang yun
its the best

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
mali tlaga yun. hindi yun napagisipan.
selfish spur of the moment

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
dapat nga pag sabay nag decide mo
sabay na rin ako
magdecide
now its complicating
my thinking
hehhehe

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
dapat ano?

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
well situational kc problem ko
hindi ako mkagalaw
dahil
kulang pa resources ko
malaking bagay na kukuha ako ng bahay
i need that house

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
hindi ko yun nagets pero ok
anyway nakacomplicate lang din talaga yung sinabi ko

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
wag muna
gets yan

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
kasi kahit ako ngooverthink much
but anyway hindi naman pwede bawiin. haha accept na lang. cool lang, may reasons yan.

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ano overythink
ikaw din ba
actualy napag isisp ko
nung nakapunta ako sa family
mo
hehehhe

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
bakit?
oo ngooverthink din ako. hehe

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
nagenjoy ako sa family mo
its actually a good experience
seeing you with your family
knowing them
makes me think
baka im not ready to have this relationship
because of my present emotional attachment
and situation
environmentally speaking tlga
hindi ako makawala
Im current trap at a moment

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
yes, ur not ready
im not ready
wag kang mapressure. iniisip mo kasi na im expecting too much from you. tama ba?

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
yes
and i dont wana disappoint that feeling
kc im in that situation

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
what situation?
well, dun ka nagkamali kasi im not expecting anything from u

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
expecting
oo
ok
mabuti naman

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
kaya ko sinabi na mali na sinabi ko un

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
felingero lang tlga ako
hehhehe

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
kasi ang dami ng kadikit na meaning agad nun
alam mo un, nappilitan ka lang
kung hindi talaga, wag pilitin
or was it just a side of lindon taking advantage? hmmm
hahaha


ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahaha
hindi
nmana
taking advantage
matgala na kitang gusto
una p lang kita nakita
its just that matagal na rin yung panahon n yun
and marami na rin ako napagdaanana nun

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ganun din. ang pinaguusapan kasi yung ngayon e. ang lumipas na ay lumipas na.
tama?
ang importante yung ngayon. kung wala na edi wala na. wag ng pilitin. ang tao naman gusto lang yung totoo e. masakit man o panget man o masama man. feelingero ka kasi. haha

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahahah
feelingero
ikaw lang nag brand sakin nyan

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
im not a head over heels kind of girl. wag ka matakot. haha malawak naman ang pangunawa ko. bwaha
feeling gwapo
hahaha

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahha
hindi namna

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
overthinker
scared much
ano pa ba

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
pero troubled tlga ako this months
hahhaha
ayaw ko lang magkamali
do wanna hear somthing funny din
haheheh

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
anong something funny?
ako sinasabihan mo dati ng ganyan
ayaw mgkamali

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
alam mo ba

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
its not rely funny pero medyo nkka pag paisip
hahha
nung kayo pa ni manny
i prayed to God bigyan nya ko ng chance
that Ill marry
you
hehheh
totoo yun

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
be careful what u wish for
hahaha

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo
heheheh

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ang prayer ko naman nun lubayan mo ko
:))

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahahaha
gsanun

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
hanggang sa naging bahala ka na Lord
bwahaha nkkatawa lang

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hehehee
oo

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
may naalala kasi ako

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
nakakatawa nga
heheheh
ano yun

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
may one time
bsta prang mtgal tayong di nagkita at nagusap
tas ngchange shift ata kau

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
kya nagkita tayo
tas same day ata o kinabukasan or something
pang hapon siguro ako nun o pang gabi
paggising ko nagtext ka
ng namiss mo ko

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
heheh
ganun

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
yung exact instance na yun bago ko mabasa ung text mo naalala kita

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
tuwa k naman

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
nde, ndi ako natuwa

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
heheh
nako

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
feeling mo nnman

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahah
ok
funnytlga

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
sabi ko pa nun "ay Lord bat sabay"
hahaha
nkkatawa lang
anyway

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
onga ei

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
reminiscing eno

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
nag pray k tlga lubayan ako
hehehhe
oo
ok naman
ei

ThursdaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
oo hehe nag pray talaga ko na lubayan mo ko haha
shempre diba

ThursdaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo
temptation din pala ako nun
heheh

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
nde, actually. naiirita lang ako sayo talaga.
hahaha

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hehhe

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
kairitang mga banat. ok lang naman kasi kung nging mbait ka lang na friend e. bumabanat ka pa e. flavor of the month.

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahah

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
pero sabi ko naman sayo, kahit lagi mong pinipilit na 3rd party ka, hindi talaga.

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
nakakainis ba

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
oo pero noon sanay na ko. haha me mga ganyang tao lang tlga.

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ows
haah
nung nasa puerto tau
ay nafeel kana ba sakin nun

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
hindi naman tayo ngpuerto e
hahaha
hindi ako un
hahaha

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
coron pala

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
close ba tau nun?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ai
hind ba
alam mo gusto nakita halikan
nun'

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ndi ko n maalala mshado e

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hehaeh
ramdam ko tlga ikaw yun

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
loko ka tlga

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
heheh

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
anong ako yun?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
lalo n nung natulog k

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
grabe ka
buti na lang anjan si lany

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo
landi
ko tlga nho
pero hangang

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
nkkatakot ka talaga

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
fb lang naman to ei nho
pero pag nagusap na tayo
pormal ako diba
hehehe

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ndi rin
ndi rin lagi

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
minsan
tlga lumalabas landi ko
hhrhahr

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
iba ibang lindon nkkausap ko e

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahah
grabe k namna
ngayon
cnung lindonkausap ka

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
tanungin natin ang baso
hahaha spirit of the glass
bwahaha

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
haaha
ikaw
tlga
panatag tlga loob ko pag kausap kita

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
parang nanay ba? HAHA

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hindi
namna
mapagkatiwalaan lang kita

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
bola ba yan?
hahaha naks thanks naman

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hindi

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
mas ok pa ganyan, no complications, no overthinking, friends no?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo friend muna
im not closing the possibilities
na maging tayo

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
kaw kasi e kasalanan mo yan e
hahaha sinisi

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ano kasalanan ko

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
jowk lang

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
gusto mo na ba
maging bf ako
hehahe
feelongero

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
feelingero ka tlga
ang tanong mo talaga "gusto mo na ba"

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
tama lang naman diba
hahhah

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ang unang tanong e kng gusto ko ba

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo gusto mo na ba

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
mali nga yung tanong mo
tanggalin mo ung "na"
ano?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
gusto mo ba

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
hindi ko pa nakkita actually

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ok

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
hindi ko rin alam kung makkita ko
baka ur expecting too much from me din

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ok
aralin mo p ko

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ndi lang naman yun e

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
bakit
ano pa ba issue
iba
may feelings k p ba kay manny

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
wala naman
pero nagguilty pa rin ako dun sobra

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo
ok

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
anyway sau, wala pa kasi yung balance, ndi ko nakkita
ambad ko kasi no?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
tama yun

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
but then, people do the best that they can all the time. tho not always in the best way that we want them to.

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hindi naman

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
anong hindi naman?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
naman ako trying to show off lang

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ah ndi naman yun about dun, tungkol un sa ambad ko. hehe
ngshshow off ka ba? ndi naman a
nanlilibre ka lang, yun lang
ndi mo nga shnshow na lumalabas tau e haha
oi

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ano
hindi
shinow
saan ko i show n lumalabas tayo

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ano
na
wla kanang i share
sakin

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ano pa ba

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
masaya k b pag kasama ako

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
actually ndi rin ako mshare sau kasi ndi ka rin mshare saken e. hehe yun lang.

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ganun
sinabi ko namna sau
masay ako
pag mkasama ka
ah
nawala nga mga worries ko
ikaw
lang makasama ko

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
yung mga kwentong sharing
ay anyway
ano pa ba
ay eto

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
alam ko kasi ganto ka minsan
dahil me nakwento ka before
pag ayaw mo na dun sa tao ndi mo ssabihin ng dretso. iisipan mo ng way para ung tao ung umayaw sau.
wag mo ggawin saken un ha? prangkahan lang ha?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ah ok

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
u have a way to control a conversation to ur liking. pwede mo naman sabihin ng deretsahan saken kht ano. keri lang.

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo
hindi ko gagawin sau yun
ako magaling sa converstion
mag control
hindi k naisip yun ah

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
oo haha
kita ko e

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
kinokontrol ko ba conversation natin
hahha
nako
inaaral mo tlga ako
ah

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
watcher lang kasi ako
hnhayaan lang kita
haha so inamin mo tlgang knkontrol mo eno

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
galing mo namna

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
buking ba? haha

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ok
aminin ko na

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
hehe ganyan ka naman
aamin ka lang pag naka lay out na

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ano yun
ibig mo sabihin

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
san mo ba natututunan yan? sa seminary din ba?
may mga bagay na ndi mo sasabihin unless iconfront ka about it. pag kaharap mo na u wont deny it. but unless its not there, nothing happened

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ganun
ba ko
kailangan i confront

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
yung kanina naman ngopen ka naman ng kusa. haha

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo nga

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
naappreciate ko naman yun

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ganun

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
oo. nakahinga ka ba onti?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
oo
hindi lng kunti

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
that's why it pays to be open. nkkagaan kasi ng pakiramdam.

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ok
ano gusto m mangyari
off m p bkas diba

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
anong ano gusto ko mangyari?
oo off ko pa

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
mag share ako marami
hehaeh

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
oo para makilala naman kita. nppanis laway natin e haha
mas madaldal ka pa noon
nung simple lang ang buhay
hahaha

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
onga ei
pansin ko nga rin
ei hindi nako masyado nagsasalita pag kasama kita
bakit kaya

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
mshado ka na kasi ngiisip. dati wala lang.

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hehhe
pangit ba yun

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
parang sinira ko lang ung buhay mo e
hahaha

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahah
onga nho

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ayan nnman sha
cge na nga
quit na
hahaha

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hahah

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
tawa lang?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ikaw naman tlga sumira ei

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
nag fyi lang ako
sabi ko pa nga wag na mgbago icp mo ke ms march e
all set na un e
choice mo nman un
edi ausin
quit na
tama ba un?
its so easy to quit

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hindi
nho

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
tanong na lang if u want to
decision lang yan e

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
hindi
na nga rin ako pwde bumalk sa sitwasyon na yun
im looking forward to this relationship

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
hindi pwede o ayaw?

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ayw ko na bumalik
sa sitwasyon n yun


FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ganun
hindi nman
jo
jan k
p

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
ye

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
thanx for hearing me out

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
i didnt hear u, i just read u

FridaySent from ChatLindon Pads
ok
heeheehhe

FridaySent from ChatJhoanna Mary Calica
jowk un! hehe
i appreciate it, thanks

"Everyday is a happy day!":p