Year-Ender

I can say today is one special day for me. Not just because today marks the beginning of summer vacation. A few minutes ago, Patrick told me he plans to get back with B-anne. I'm finally free! Free of whatever connection I have with that girl. I can ignore her totally now. It's like having a nail pulled out of my chest! I wanna scream! But to be honest, since I'm the only one can read this , I still do have a grudge on B-anne. I don't have anything against Patrick though. There were no feelings anymore when he said that. I knew it was coming anyway. It was just a matter of when. And its about time anyway! What happened between us just cares to show how much he loves B-anne. And its a good thing. I just wish that this time, for Pat, it is deeper. Not the Pat that I saw who seems to feel love skin deep. I hope for him that it is real. Not literally real as in physical or material; sense level real. A constant real. I now feel that it was necessary for us to happen so that realization can take place. Whatever what ifs he had about me before are now gone. There's just B-anne for him now. If there's sureness, that's really great for him! Now it's up to B-anne to decide between Patrick and Alex. (Since Alex and Shas broke up because of B-anne) And I PRAY that she stick to who she pick.

I'm having the greatest time ever with my classmates right now. With selina, eisen, julian and ion. Because of our power amp project in ECE, we've actually formed a deeper bond than before. Earlier today, after the final exam for the whole year, we went to Gateway and watched Road to Glory. Good movie by the way!^_^ We were Selina, Eisen, Julian and I back then, with Flip and ate Cherry. We ate, drank coffee, chatted at Figaro. Then when Ion came and Selina gone, Julian, Eisen, Ion and I decided to go to UP just to bond... hehehehe We toured the lagoon, ate street food, watched the stars, solved a text puzzle! and talked some more... A lot of getting to know each other going on! hehehehe We parted almost midnight! hahaha! I so love them! I miss them already! Why should it happen that when every one of us are getting so close together, summer pulled us away from each other too fast. I miss them already. Oh, have I said that before? hahaha! summer... to think that I was so looking forward to it because of B-anne and all... hahahaha! My life is falling into place now... What a way to end the schoolyear and start a new life!^_^ I'm okay with my parents' set up right now. I've accepted everything and I'm okay with it. I'm starting to feel good about myself. Tomorrow when I look in the mirror, I plan to see a radiant woman off to see her bestfriend! Smiling with lips up to her ears! hahahaha! I'm inspired! The only thing I have to stop now is talking to Shas and Liszt about those unwanted people in my life... You know... the trio... hehehe! When school starts, I hope not to see B-anne and Alex... I so wish they reshuffle the groupings in ECE lab... There's probably a 10% chance of that dream happening but I have faith... hahahah! Oh I feel so good! ahahahahaha If I have my poweramp crowd with me all the time, I'll have nothing to worry about this coming year! I can see this year as a very profitable year for me... May I say I'm the Asst. Secretary in One Voice this coming schoolyear 06-07? Hahahaha this should be a great year for OV too since we're celebrating 25 years! I pray that this is the start of a great year!^_^ What can I do with B-anne and the others?! I have no idea... I'll think about that next time because I want to savour this moment... hahahahahaha! happy!^_^ I don't want to think about the past finals week that went so terrible... hahahahaha! happy!^_^

"Everyday is a happy day!":p