hell

This is turning out to be one hell of a lifetime! It's literally almost finals week... as in tomorrow is the first day for finals! It's 12mn and I'm still online doing nonsense stuff... I still have a grudge... I'm hating life... I drank yesterday! It's like wow! What am I really doing with my life?! Sheeesh I can't believe I'd give in to pressure... I guess I'm human too... I just thought I was stronger... Well, I am. I know I am. Its just that everything happens too fast and almost always at the same time so that it piles up on top of me that I can't breathe anymore. And all my friends are either to far to reach, to busy to meet or problematic enough as they are for me to add more if I confide with them. I should've posted here everytime I feel raged or depressed or high, or however emotionally challenged I was so that I can read and laugh at them after quite a while. I wish this feeling would just go away even for just a week. After the finals I'll gladly accept it to sink into my system. Then I'd work on it on summer. Then whatever! I know it'll creep back every now and then if I'll be taking the same course and section next semester. Gosh! Two more years! Goodluck!

"Everyday is a happy day!":p