another one of those love life things

Daniel and Eisen?!?

It's currently March 22 2005. I just logged out of yahoo messanger talking with Daniel. He just learned that he failed Physics. He failed Calculus too. I just had to comfort him. Probably since or even before my birthday, he was dropping hints that he likes me. He gave me an alarm clock for my birthday. Knowing him (a clown!) it's the perfect gift he could ever think to give to me! We both are always late in class you know. Sometimes we see each other walking towards the engineering building and say "Late ka na!" Hehe... I met him less than two years ago in an mIRC chat room. I think it was the time when I was looking for people who are in the same college as mine. There he was, intoxica17. At first I thought he was a girl. Haha! I was wrong because he was a mean guy. The kind that you would want to hang out with if you don't wanna stop laughing! I see him in the corridors of the engineering building with his classmate tim whom I met first in chat. There was a period of time when I lost communication with the both of them for whatever reason. One would be that they stopped connecting online. I think Daniel's phone got disconnected or something. Anyway, on my birthday, he stayed with us overnight in the hotel. I didn't expect it actually because almost all who stayed were my classmates and he wasn't. Of course he knew some of my classmates...one was his classmate in high school. Another one who stayed was ate Anne so it was okay. We played cards and imagine! He was the guy who thought of writing "JUSTIN" on my face when I lose. Grrrr!!! And he even caught the evidence on cam! Shheeesh I hope no one sees that awful pic! I can't erase it... He must've uploaded it already anyway. He taught me this card thing... A kind of what (what do u call those old woman with crystal balls?!) <--they do. You pick four guys and the cards will tell you who among them is the right guy for you. Something like that. He was also the one who heated the pasta? the next morning! yumyum! hehe.. Then I joked about the alarm clock he gave me. I told him that it won't wake me up because the sound's too demure for me. hehe Guess his reaction? He promised to wake me up every morning by ringing my phone. Every school day since then, he never failed to give me a ring... three rings actually! Then oftentimes he sends different text messages of goodmorning and wake up! By then I still didn't recognize the hints. One time, he saw me coming late in class. Of course I was embarassed coz it seems that I took no notice of his miss calls. He asked me that night if I still want to be awakened tomorrow. I said if it's okay... Then he said words that at that time hurt my feelings. Coz he was right. I was so thick to ask some more yet I didn't even woke up early eventhough he wakes me up! He said that if I'd still gonna be late, why bother waking me up? Sayang lang! I said i'm sorry and "don't wake me up coz i deserve it" but he still insisted that he wakes me every morning. He just reminded me na pahalagahan yung calls nya. So that his calls won't be senseless. I must admit. I get awaken by his calls yet I can't seem to rouse myself from the bed. It was becoming harder and harder each day as the weeks get tiring due to school work and my desire to gain weight. I get sleepy early at night which causes me to feel the bed to much that I can't seem to get up every morning. There were times that I had to look out for Daniel when I come in late. There was a time when I actually saw him went in and I had to slow down so that he won't see me. By this time, he was being an older brother or father figure to me. That's what I thought. But Kat thought more. At one moment, he asked me to watch a movie. We went together with ate Anne. This was when I realized there was more to what he's doing than just being an older brother. When I told him to invite more friends because the more we are, the merrier, he replied: kahit ikaw lang okay na. This was when I smelled something fishy but I ignored it. He had tickets for Constantine. I don't know where he gets his tickets all the time but he gets them anyhow. I've already watched that film so I demanded for others. He didn't hesitate to go look for other tickets but he didn't find any. The point here is he tried. He wanted to. We had a practice that day for social dance so I said I was going to be late. But it turns out to be a fast practice after all so I went to the mall. The two of them already there watching Series of Unfortunate Events. They re-watched the movie while I watched it for the first time. We didn't get to see Constantine. We ate at Sbarro then went home. :) Now this past days he would text me every night for no reason at all. He would go online and play pool with me or just talk to me about stuff. One particular YM conference session, he admitted that he had a crush on me. He even calls me hotbabe...ewww!!! That proves it. It's just a crush anyway. Just last friday, I read his "sharing" in their group project in Theology. He tore my heart when I read it. It turns out that he's a disturbed guy who doesn't know his purpose in life. Maybe at this point of time, I feel pity for him. He's a great guy. I don't think ?'ve already developed a kind of mature love for him and I'm afraid I might one day feel that I do and turns out that it's a fake feeling because I may just want to give him comfort and prove him wrong of his beliefs. A bit like Lyndon but I feel for him more. God probably wants me for him or wants him for me. I don't know. But right now, as a friend, I feel that God sent us with each other to learn more things in life together.

That was Daniel and now on to Eisen. I can't give as much details on Eisen as with what i've wrote about Daniel since there's too much to talk about. The only point is here, you know that I've been friends with him for such a long time now

"Everyday is a happy day!":p